Her Story; TheUnspokenTale

Her Story; TheUnspokenTale

HER, her story begins with a new life inside her. In a silent corner of her heart, she feels glad that she is going to be "MOTHER”. Numerous feeling hits her heart while she lacks word to explain her happiness on being fertile. She dares to intake all kind of changes in her. She dares to intake all the suffering too, as the reward for her is the title – Mother. She knows she can lose her beauty; her charming face can be occupied with spots and pigments, her shaped body will turn into a bumpy thing, mirror will describe her ugly. But she hardly cares as she motives to see herself as a beautiful mother of her child. She mends herself ready to go through the gags, mood swings, the pains and everything else.

she is able to carry life within her; she is going to be –“MOTHER".

She, for nine month carried a life inside her. For these nine months, she appears to be the most sensitive element in this earth yet, her reflection to his eye is different. On the direction of a lens, she is a creator but her creativity will have no reasons for celebrations if the life inside her is a girl. He sees her as a vulnerable creature. He takes her presence as granted and feels pity on her. May be that is the reason he feels no proud that his women, his girl/ his better-half is fertile. He doesn’t put any respect to the mother of his going to be child but demands to identify who she has been carrying inside her; his son or another vulnerable creature alike her.

The soft corner in her heart wants him to respect her yet she is afraid. She cannot even demand her part of respect from him because her mother taught her- your duty is to accept his treatments without caring if it is good, bad or worst.  Every time her husband demands to verify the child as boy or girl? She dreams to deny his command but she turns out to be helpless. He wants to know to what sex his child belong without even bothering of her feelings. She just wanted to be Mother of her child. But her dream sounds too cheap to him. Finally he compels her for sex determination test and she is given no other alternative. The result said she was holding a beautiful princess inside her, her happiness knew no bound. But it was crashed into pieces when he said- “we prefer to abort the child, please let us with your date” to the doctor.

Vulnerably she thinks to herself- “If only he could feel what it feels to carry life inside self? If only he could sense the happiness for being a creator? If only sex would not have been a measure to label motherhood.  If only he could realize what being aborted actually feels like? Or if he was a girl child in his mothers womb and his father decides to abort him.” She feels sorry for not standing up for her daughter. She feels, she failed because her womb could not hold a child alike him. Yet sticks silent because she had had been a good daughter throughout her life, sincere wife throughout her life, a responsible daughter-in-law throughout her life. While, she repents for failing as; a mother of her unborn aborted daughter.