I readout somewhere, "while BUTTERFLY in one hand seems delicate; on the other it symbolizes depth and power." I felt funny reading the line, at that point. And for a person who is rough edge hopeless spoiled personality, it would obviously not go with the flow. I won't deny that somewhere inside I was dead with lack of hopes and motivation. I also accept I was lacking the determination and inspiration for anything new in life along the personality issues.
Yes, my life wasn't going interesting or any adventures unless you entered. I bet neither you nor I have this first proper impression over each other. Seriously I find you so annoying with that cold arrogant look of yours. Thanks to those opportunity and compulsive situations that made us meet more; while it even helped us to create many more impressions. I can just imagine what stuff are running crossing your mind while reading this😅. I realized my judgemental opinion towards you gradually transforming from the arrogant larva to delicate butterfly. Of course I only got the meaning of "while BUTTERFLY in one hand seems delicate; on the other it symbolizes depth and power" after getting along with you. You looked arrogant yet you were delicate; you were delicate yet you always drove me deep. I know I Am going to complicate this but trust me I won't regret this complication.
After loosing the determination, motivation, hopes and compassion for anything new may be you were the U-turn that diverted me towards the passion. I won't mind saying the irritating larva to my eye had transformed into a butterfly which was inspiring me with a passion to glow and grow. Dear BUTTERFLY! you brought me this sensation of warmth and filled me with energies all over. It does sound dramatic but I have realized many magical moments being around with you. I don't want to idolize you as an angel watching over me. The flames of passion to dream from you vs the feeling of jealousy to see you around anybody else vs satisfaction of finding you around I always felt as if am struggling my soul again and again; and I don't find any other words to express it.
Dear Butterfly'! Without letting you know, " you have been this impulsive nature of mine still I adore you from my heart and soul. Every single time you have passed by I have struggled to keep myself calm and controlled by not letting out the hearts expression over my face. I feel like my belly full of butterflies cuddling and dancing from inside. But the best part of these struggles are those surprising encounters of ours. Trust me your face can't lie or may I say i wish I could surprise you more occasionally😉." It sounds like a cheesy chemistry but no you have always belonged to me as my secret romance. The romance that I never expressed; rather deep down my heart always cherished.
Out of all the chemistries, I choose you to be My BUTTERFLY. BUTTERFLY, that has guided me towards the journey of practical dreams that I want to achieve. Since you are the cause and effect for my passion and hope, I wish to save you in my short stories as a secret influencer. Dear influencer, I do accept I have a secret BUTTERFLY and that's you... The one that have gone through all my lines.
Thank you!!!
