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| I Failed to stop loving you |
Somewhere I want to thank the incomplete journey we walked with each other; though incomplete yours and mine story has atleast make us complete in a different way. If I have to define our relationship, "it would be the journey that I never owned or I should say I felt a pain while loving you. That pain stopped me to meet the pleasure, I couldn't no longer find myself special into your arms. May be that's why I wanted to stop, I felt to stop loving you." Stop loving you, wasn't that easy. I failed to erase the love for you. I always realized having infinite feelings for you. It could be because I might have grown used to: used to the pains that you gave. May be I loved you for those pains as well that my feelings never turned into hate.
It was me who wanted to stop loving you. And I failed! Yes, I failed to stop loving you. Feelings inside me started to grow from the exact moment where I decided to stop. I wanted to hate you yet failed, rather I found myself falling head over heels for you. And then I realized may be giving up over all the egos and attitude might help resolving our relationship. First time I wanted to step up to save my relationship with you. I wanted to hold onto you and I as we...
May be I was little late. Or may be you were too tired waiting for me to realize our problems and fetch solutions. You had had given up on it. You and I as we, we could never fetch the courage to strengthen our relationship and we kept on losing. We kept on losing our bond, trust, love and may be us behind our egos and attitude. Somewhere we loved each other, we felt for each other. But we failed to protect our relationship.
The only thing I have for you now is let's not give up on our friendship. I have missed you so much. These eyes especially has missed you so badly. But circumstances has made it way difficult for me to ask or explain for friendship to you. I have no clue who should be sorry for letting go our relationship. While I am sorry I couldn't save it for us.
